灰尘落下

  大概是起的最早的一回，除过一夜不睡。三点多起的。
  早起就早更。发现没什么话。连short messenge也是，真不好。我检讨。
 

  本来打算早起看书的。但是喝了一杯黑咖啡之后，头痛欲裂。
  拖了八百年的事儿还没干。
 
  两年了。
 Do you remember.

    那几日的作息是这样的．起床，吃东西，吃药，看书，犯困，睡觉．再起来，吃东西，吃药，再犯困，再睡觉．抗过敏的药让人昏昏欲睡，总是不清醒的．吃东西，睡觉，胖了一百斤．被小事儿折磨的要死．书和盘堆到桌上床上无立身之地．
　
　流了４００ＣＣ的血，好大一袋子．不是白流走的，有效用，很好．
　
　不知道说什么，发言完毕．
　

I'm Your Man

If you want a lover
I'll do anything you ask me to
And if you want another kind of love
I'll wear a mask for you
If you want a partner
Take my hand
Or if you want to strike me down in anger
Here I stand
I'm your man

If you want a boxer
I will step into the ring for you
And if you want a doctor
I'll examine every inch of you
If you want a driver
Climb inside
Or if you want to take me for a ride
You know you can
I'm your man

Ah, the moon's too bright
The chain's too tight
The beast won't go to sleep
I've been running through these promises to you
That I made and I could not keep
Ah but a man never got a woman back
Not by begging on his knees
Or I'd crawl to you baby
And I'd fall at your feet
And I'd howl at your beauty
Like a dog in heat
And I'd claw at your heart
And I'd tear at your sheet
I'd say please, please
I'm your man

And if you've got to sleep
A moment on the road
I will steer for you
And if you want to work the street alone
I'll disappear for you
If you want a father for your child
Or only want to walk with me a while
Across the sand
I'm your man

If you want a lover
I'll do anything you ask me to
And if you want another kind of love
I'll wear a mask for you

 

　　内个时候的Ta既不是蓝蓝，也不是王顺顺．
　
　　那么她是谁，Ta也不知道．

　　感谢我自己救了我自己一命．谢谢．

  　　吃超过自己身体需要的东西是犯罪的话．那么我应该被拖出去砍了．．．今天我吃了几人份的东西呢，想不起来了．．．我对不起我的胃．这两周吃的薯片比这两年都多，好丽友的泡菜味很好．乐事怎么也不喜欢．还吃了一堆不知名的小玩意儿，比如小熊饼，太嗲了．
　　
　　小黑磨烂了我的脚，我穿着小白，并且屯了吃的和喝的，风雨无阻的穿裙子，比如说刚才拖着裙子回来吃掉半斤的冰淇淋一桶．夏天来了，我又得遍体伤了．我爱夏天，我恨夏天．
　　还都凑合，被某天早上的short messenge破坏了那么点儿．嗯，无论怎样都是可以的，怎么都一样．但是，我爱大家，我爱你，谁爱我？
　　大家都爱skinny bitch．

　　我不愿意是男的，也不愿意是女的．让我没有例假，没有胸，让我活到12岁就死吧．
　　

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